Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Evenings’ empire has returned into sand, vanished from my hand, left me blindly here to stand but still not sleeping.

Leaving Singapore had been something I wanted to do for a very long time. But certain things still remain hard to admit, even to myself. Like how much I do not actually know. I realize now that the world offers many things, with or without strings attached. It has been too easy for me to get caught up and just drift through life like a dream in my head. I wanted to experience everything immediately, and I still do. These distractions will always be around, no matter where I go. But I understand myself better now. What my weaknesses and shortcomings are. All things said, hopefully by focusing on what’s important, my family and friends, studies and people, the answer will come.