Oh monster, why did I create you.

Oh, hi. Haven't blogged in awhile, so I'll just give you a brief State of the Union-esque to let you know how everything is going. The exams are approaching, so naturally I have turned into a little ball of stress. I went drinking with a few good buddies two nights ago, and I am slightly mortified that a stranger messaged wanting to know if I'm interested. Right now my desk has more snacks than books, and i still worry constantly I will run out of food. Excellent. So that's that.

I was going to continue writing a nice cheerful entry but as it turns outside of exams and drinking, my life really is as terribly boring as living in Canberra can be. My hair is stupid. Neuroscience is out to get me. The weather is seriously getting on my nerves. Also, you hate me. Don't lie, I know you do; yes, you do. In other words, it is that time of the month again.

So in order not to post something hateful and vengeful which I will surely regret in a few days, I should just write about something harmless. Like the weird dinner I just made myself. Or I could be honest and tell you about how restless I am feeling now. Maybe the latter. I don't understand it; it was as if I woke up one morning and it was claustrophobic and God, why am I stuck here! And I miss being by myself in foreign place, trying to figure the world out on my own terms. I miss home, and I'm considering taking another major either in Philosophy or English.

It's horrible, being an emotional slave to one's hormonal cycles. But on the bright side, I have a 9am history class tomorrow, which would give me an actual reason to cry and rage.